Hey everyone! Long time no talk!
I have to apologize for my lack of presence I’ve had over the past couple months. I’ve been busy serving as a bridesmaid in multiple weddings, getting baptized, attending church classes/functions, celebrating my nieces first birthday and trying to enjoy what seems like the last few days of the year that will be anything over 50 degrees!
But those aren’t excuses, because I’ve also spent the past few months “frozen in fear”. My blogging hiatus came from me having so many ideas swarming in my head about what to blog about, analyzing who was actually listening to me, what next steps I should take in my career, and overall what to do next….
While I’ve gotten over the “being frozen” part, I’ve noticed that as I’ve been making changes in my life, strange things have started happening. For a while (and I’m kind of still recovering) my finances were out of whack, things started happening at work that made no sense, and people started saying and doing things that were just straight up bizarre. Without elaborating too much and to refrain from putting anyone on blast (lol), I realized that I’m reaching yet another pivotal point in my life, and not only will different things start to happening on a daily basis, but some people in my life might disappear! Not everyone is meant to come along with you the entire way of your journey and you’ve gotta be ok with that.
So when you start moving forward to your destiny, don’t be surprised if the people that used to call you; don’t anymore. Don’t be surprised if the enemy seems to be doing everything possible to bring you down and install fear back into your head. Don’t be surprised if people don’t understand you or think you’re being unreasonable in your desires. And finally, don’t be surprised if you even question your own self some days.
Your thoughts, dreams and aspirations wouldn’t be in your heart, if there wasn’t a way to accomplish them :-). You’ve just gotta believe and start asking yourself:
“Why not me? Why not right now!?”